Hey Lovelies!

After all my many deep posts I thought I’d do a funny and pretty cringey post!

following on from my previous post, I have decided to tell you some rather awkward and embarrassing things I do.

1. First of all I have a tendency to read out signs or adverts or anything out and about with lettering on. This is all fine if you’re just with a friend in a busy shop or just walking along the street and talking in a  normal volume but then it gets to a point where you just want the ground to swallow you up… Like yesterday when I was innocently on a silent train with my friend and in a slightly louder than normal voice I read out a sign about yoghurt… and the catchphrase I read out was ‘oooh it’s so soft!’. Yeah… the whole train looked at me and I had to burry my face in my book.
2. Another thing I do, and probably quite a few people do is run away from awkward situations. This seems normal until you run away and hide behind a see through object, a thin tree or a car with see through windows (read an embarrassment waiting to happen) Most of the time people look at me like I’m crazy, which to be fair is understandable.
3. I’ve also throw food or water on people before, not on purpose but somehow accidentally?! I know, you’re probably wandering how I actually do that but it has happened… twice. One time I was at school and my friend was ignoring me, I plucked up the courage to ask her where she had been at lunch and instead of asking calmly like a normal person would I said ‘where have you been’ and pointed at her with my water bottle which, knowing my luck, was slightly open, therefore causing her to be drenched in water!! Another time me and my friend were pretending to be unicorns with our ice creams (I know so childish!) by putting them almost on our foreheads but not touching. Unfortunately someone bumped into be just at the time I was touching the ice cream cone. Long story short I fell into the girls cone and it got squished all over her face and she didn’t talk to me for like a week!!!

Those are just 3 of the hilarious and quite embarrassing things that happen to me on probably a weekly basis!

Hope you enjoyed 🙂

Autumn xx

Hi Lovelies!

so, recently I have been very much inspired by my grandma. She suffers from a sever form of dementia which is an illness that shows no physical pain but causes you to lose your memory and as well as this she had heart problems and recently things have been getting a lot worse. About a week ago she was taken into hospital after fainting, which can be dangerous with dementia. Once she was in hospital so would not eat or drink practically anything so this was all pretty scary for me and my family but fortunately she is back home now and after a lot of thinking and chats I’ve realized that to be honest my grandma is a pretty inspiring person.

For the past 5 years she has been struggling with memory loss which is slowly worsening and worsening, so much so she now cannot remember simple words, her friends and families names or objects around her and although, luckily, she feels no pain she is still awear, just about, that she cannot remember as much as the normal human. Despite all of this she is constantly smiling and laughing, enjoying and living life to the best of her ability. She loves singing and dancing and to be honest I am pretty surprised by her amazingly positive outlook on everything despite the circumstances. She is always reminding me to stay happy and ‘cheeky’ and ‘silly’ which I am safe to say I am truly inspired by.

Another way I am inspired by my grandma is how passionate about the things she loves; whether that’s a person or a hobby she always takes time and effort on it. Definitely her favourite hobby is art. She is forever drawing and colouring and it is great that through all this madness of her her life she has a little escape, like mine is photography, hers is drawing. Slowly her artwork is becoming, well, stranger, i guess. She used to be an amazing artist and the only memory I have of her and me when she didn’t have dementia is when she sat with me for hours perfecting this tree drawing I did when I was about 6, to this day I still have that drawing somewhere but now her drawings are a bit too imaginative if that’s possible and kind of unusual but even so she has probably done over 100 drawings in the past couple of years. She also always tells me to basically follow my dreams, in her own words.

Although I is a very sad time for me and my family watching my grandma getting worse and forgetting everything I think each and everyone one of us has learnt something from her and been inspired by her positivity and imagination.

Thank you for reading,

Autumn xx

Hello Lovelies!

Thank you for all your great suggestions on my last post and as I’m going to a friends house who also loves creative writing today we’re going to do some story brainstorming for new books we’re going to write which will be fun and I’ll report back here onto my blog for an update! I’m thinking of doing a creative writing series where I start off just telling you guys my ideas and as I think of ideas I’ll keep you guys updated and it will lead up to the finished story, what do you all think?

Also thank you so much for 80 followers!! Omg I’m so so so so so grateful for each and every one of you and aaaggghhhh!!! I can’t get over that I have 80 whole people following my account, like it’s just like me standing in a room with 80 people and talking to them about my problems?! Ok, I don’t exactly know what I’m talking about now so let’s continue with the post.

I am super glad that it’s now half term. I don’t think I would have been able to survive another whole entire day at school! I was struggling loads yesterday so I don’t know what I would have been like today if Friday wasn’t an inset day! It’s so relieving that I don’t have to face lots of people who hate me for a whole week 🙂 Ah freedom!

As I mentioned earlier I’m going to my friends house all day with no adults or anything bothering us so it’s just me and her free to talk about whatever we like and do whatever we like… apart from not burning the house down! We are going to do a bit of creative writing and play on her wii and tones of other exciting things… for some reason I’m so excited and I know it seems just like wow I’m visiting a friends house but I haven’t done it in a while and I haven’t spent a whole day just me and a friend since forever, yay.

Okay, thank you for reading.

Have a great half term (if you’re off already)

Autumn xx

Hey Lovelies!

Even though it’s not really spring yet, here in England it is looking a lot less frosty and it’s a lot warmer so I thought I may as well do a kind of review thingy of winter 2016/17.

As I was writing the introduction I realized that this winter has been a pretty terrible one with anxiety and a very disappointing friendship problem which is still loosing me a lot of sleep and I honestly cannot wait for spring to come!

The only thing I’ve been happy with this winter is how much my photography has improved so I’ve decided instead of writing another long depressing post I’m going to show you my top 10 winter pics I’ve taken…

I hope you’ve enjoyed this post, have a great day 🙂

Autumn xx

Hi Lovelies!

I’ve just released, through someone I know through school who had a conversation about my blog with me, that. No. this blog is not anonymous anymore. Even though literally no one from school has read any of my posts or anything a couple have so i’ve had a wave of anxiety over that and it’s scary know that I’ve only been blogging for a little while and something has to go wrong. Something always goes wrong whenever I have something positive in my life.

Okayyyyy…

moving on 🙂

I am going to show you a new hobby of mine which I got into recently when I was ‘ill’ according to my mum who still doesn’t properly know I have anxiety but in reality it was quite obviously anxiety so I spent a lot of time lying in bed.

I’m not amazing at this hobby of mine because I’m new to it and to be honest it’s not really a proper hobby like someone would say ‘oh my hobby is swimming!’ or something but anyway. My new hobby is drawing quotes and I know it sounds kinda weird but here are some of the quotes I’ve written out so far;

 

Comment what you think 🙂

Autumn xx

There is something so satisfying about turning over a page onto a fresh new one. It’s like; here is a chance to prove how neat I can be or something along those lines.

It’s so lovely getting a clear empty canvas just waiting for you to fill it with your creativity  and your imaginative ideas. It could burst with colour, your idea of colour, whether that is back and dark or a rainbow of a thousand colours.

I also love how pleasing a brand new notepad can be, just sitting there waiting for you to open it up and express your thoughts, feelings, ideas about the world. Your inner creativity and imagination.

Mondays, to most, is just another day to do another load of boring work after 2 whole days of freedom, you come plummeting back down to reality. But to others it a fresh page, a blank canvas or a new notepad. Just waiting for you to bring life and colour to its pages.

How are you going to live your life?

Mondays are like a mini new year or, yes, a new page so its another whole week ahead of you to prove what a great person you can be and what ideas you can bring to the world.

Be yourself.

If you didn’t have a good week last week, well, guess what?!

There are 7 blank canvases  to tell everyone who you really are and show everybody what you’re capable of.

Resolve things that need resolving.

Leave things that need leaving.

And do things that you’ve been dreaming of doing.

Live life.

Believe in yourself.

Chase your dreams.

Be you.

Remember its a blank canvas, a new page and a brand new notepad just waiting for you to own it and make it your own.

So go with confidence.

Autumn xx

 

Hi Lovelies!

This post is blogging tips and advice for getting started, I know I’m not super experienced as I’ve only been blogging for about a month but I still have a load of tips to give you and I also thought I’d tell you why I started blogging.

I though I wasn’t gonna do this post for aaggeess because I planned I’d do it when I have like 50 followers which I though would be in like 2 years but no! I’m sat here in my bedroom in bed at 8:00 pm on my laptop, which I will be on for the next 2 hours (I think I’m just a little bit antisocial!) ready to write this post for you guys… 4 weeks from when I started blogging… with 54 whole entire (no really, Autumn, I thought there would be half a follower) followers!!! Aaaagggghhh!!! Thank you sooooooooo much!!!!!! 4 weeks and 50 followers wowwwwww! In another month I’ll be at 100 followers then the next 150 then the next 200, hopefully!

Ok, I’m rambling.

Lets get started 🙂

I started blogging mainly because I  needed somewhere to express my feelings and who I really am because I was struggling to find who I actually was as a person and I wanted somewhere where I could be me and find out who I really am because to be honest I didn’t really know myself. I started writing a diary at about the age of 10 ish and really enjoyed it, I loved how you could literally say whatever you want and no one was there to judge you or anything because no one would read it. Then, like most bloggers my age, I read Girl Online and was completely and utterly inspired. I was just like omg blogging is such an amazing idea!! I spent the next year or so I guess being too scared to set up and start my blog becuase, me being me, I kept thinking of worse case scenarios in my head about all the negatives about starting a blog until one day on the 23rd December 2016 I finally pressed upload on my very first blog post! I was so so so so so so so so so so happy that I’d done it, however nerve wracking it was because I, now, have made some great friends and love being able to express my feelings and it’s really helped my find who I am.

Now…

from that, to be honest, pretty soppy paragraph on why I started blogging onto some tips!

• Don’t be scared to upload- I know I get scared sometimes when I post a blog post because, if you’re anything like me, I always get worried that, even though most of the time I get really positive feedback, I get worried that I made a mistake posting it and everyone is gonna hate me because of it.
• Be active- pretty much explains itself. No one is gonna want to follow someone who posts like once every 2 months or something because, well, they’ll get bored of waiting around or something.
•  When you first start your blog, post lots– If your followers like your content and find it fun and enjoyable to read, and have nothing better to do (like me most of the time) they will probably want to read more of your earlier posts AKA stalk you pretty much and if you only have like 2 posts they will get disappointed.. I know I would. And have been because I don’t stalk or anything… !
• Don’t be afraid to reach out to others- ummmm… this sound really dramatic and poetic or something but it basically means don’t wait for the followers to come to you, go out there yourself! Go on a follower hunt!! Ok, that sounds weird 🙂
• Be yourself- People can tell if your being fake and it will seem forced so therefore no one would want to follow. It is also more enjoyable for you to be yourself because if you’re pretending to be something you’re not then you won’t enjoy it as much!

The end 🙂

Yehhh!

That’s it for this post, I hope you enjoyed it and found it useful for all of you newbies out there (or oldbies… you never know!)

I hope you had a great day 🙂

Autumn xx

 

 

 

 

Hey Lovelies!
I feel like I’m not very active on here but I NEED BLOG IDEAS!!! So please comment some stuff you wanna see down below 🙂
I am bored so don’t judge this post but I actually have nothing else to do so I turned to my blog… like i always do!

Ok, so on thing is for sure is that I hate Thursdays. Basically 2 weeks ago yesterday was when I realized that I maybe had anxiety and all that because of a massive argument with you know who 😉 But yeah, and this Thursday I had another massive panicky moment and I couldn’t speak properly and anyone who saw me noticed that I was shaking loads. I’ve found it helps so so so so soooooooooo much chatting things through with someone. I’ve spoken to a teacher about all the drama stuff that was going on… not to be all bitchy and tell on everyone but to just find advice. She said if I wanted she would talk to everyone involved but, not to cause any more drama, I said no but it was so nice to just have someone who was understanding and experienced in these kind if things to chat through it all with.

sooooo…

Ummmm…

*thinking of more positive things to talk about*

this weekend I have dance for 3 hours then the next day I have a gym competition!

I’m really nervous for it but also super excited, it’s the first time I’ve actually choreographed the routine with no help!!! AAAGGGHHHH!

So yeah… that’s it for this post because I need to go have dinner now 🙂

byeeee!

Comment blog ideas please,

Autumn xx