2016

Hola Lovelies! 

Yes I know, I’m writing a blog post at 1:15 AM on Christmas Day!!!

I woke up soooooo early and I’m now waiting for the rest of my family to wake up in like 4/5 hours time.

oh yeah,  Merry Christmas!

I hope you day is full of happiness and delight!

I’m sooo excited for Christmas to fully begin, to open presents, give gifts and just be a complete family.

okay so I’ve kinda blabbered on a bit but don’t you all just LOVE Christmas, its so magical and just full of excitement!

For this post I’m going to write what 2016 was to me, even though it hasn’t properly finished yet… it almost has!

I’ve changed so much this year and so has everything around me. I’ve changed friends to find the true ones and me, myself has also changed. I’ve truly found out who I really am and I wouldn’t have to stop and think if someone asked for my favorite hobby, for example ,because that hobby is part of me and it has helped me to grow as a person (you’ve probably guessed that hobby; photography!). I’ve been through many arguments just to find that usually it’s not worth is and you/ the person your arguing with is literally arguing of nothing! Thinking back at 2016 now I’m pretty grateful that I had this year as it has really helped me grow as a person however hard or terrible it was.

I was reading back at my old diary from last year and comparing it to now I’ve realized that I have changed soooo much. I’m a lot maturer now and learnt to deal with things in a better way. Also I’m really pleased about this point; I’ve noticed over the last couple of years I have become lesser and lesser shy which is a massive improvement for me and I’m hoping if I continue to become less shy it will really boost my self esteem!

What’s hapeened in 2016?

Okay, I’ve been lucky enough to do dome pretty great stuff in 2016 which helps me to look at this year in a different light so here are some of my favorite moments:

  • Sung on stage with Stacey Solomon (don’t know who she is? look her up)
  • Did a cinema screening of a film I was is!
  • Found photography, again.
  • got my aerial and flick in gymnastics
  • found out, and started rehearsals, that I’m going to perform in the West End, London!
  • Spending a day at an amazing theme part with my best friend
  • Meeting my amazing internet besitie (follow her on instagram: @dream_big.xoxo)
  • started this blog!

This year I’ve definitively got over my stage fright!

I still cannot read in front of an audience as myself but when I’m in character I feel like I can almost hide behind that character so therefore I’m able to be a lot less nervous because I just keep thinking what would my character do?  And do that…

yet to be able to do public speaking though!

That’s it for this post and sorry if it was quite long but I hope you enjoyed it,

Autumn xx

Favourite pics

Hey guys!

I cannot believe it’s Christmas tomorrow and it’s Christmas Eve today!!!!!! Aaaaaaggggghhhhh!!!!

I love Christmas soooooooo much!!!!

Anyways …

So today I’m gonna show you my favorite photos that I’ve taken:

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So yeah!

If you probably haven’t already guessed I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE,LLOOVVEE photography and I could not live without it. Photography just helps me to think about things in a new light and helps me to de-stress and give myself a break if I’m feeling a bit busy or anxious although even if I’m not any of the feelings I just listed I still go outside to take photos. It kinda helps me escape reality and be myself.

All around my bedroom I have photos and your probably thinking a little collage or something but I seriously mean EVERY wall has at least 10 photos on! That’s the main reason I love my bedroom and the fact that I have soooo many strings of fairylights!

If I had to take 2 things to a desert island it would be fairy lights and my camera, but then again I’d need my laptop to blog 🙂

hope you liked all my pics and be sure to comment you favorite!

autumn xx

Christmas

 

Hello!!

So, because it is very nearly Christmas I thought I’d may as well do a Christmasy post!

I’ve decided to do a post on just Christmas in general because I’ve  realized that I have never really put down in words what Christmas is to me and what I love about it so here goes…

First of all I’d like to think of Christmas as a time for the whole family to relax and just enjoy the Christmas atmosphere but in reality the majority of the time in my house it is pretty stressful and manic with presents to buy, gifts to wrap and cards to write so sometimes the magic of Christmas goes out the window. Also the past couple of years I’ve kind of accepted the fact that Santa, probably, doesn’t exist (although I would like him to!) so I haven’t really been feeling as magical and excited as when I could look out the window and believe that every airplane that I saw might be Santa.

anyway, enough about the negatives…

Christmas, for me, is not just about presents although they are a pretty good part! I also love giving presents and I know it sounds cheesy but I love to see how everyone reacts to the presents that I took time choosing. I also enjoy meeting up with family and friends and snuggling up to watch a movie with a hot chocolate. In winter there is also so many great photo opportunities!

those are the main reasons why I absolutely love Christmas and it’s my favorite time of year.

I hope you enjoyed my post and please comment what Christmas is to you!

Autumn xx

hello world!

Hey!

my name is Autumn, well, it’s not my real name but I’m going to keep this blog anonymous because I don’t want any one who knows me to judge me or make fun of me for the things I write on this blog.

I’ve been wanting to start a blog for a while but I guess I’ve never really had the time and to be honest I don’t think I was confident enough to do it. I though some people from my school would find out it’s me and start to really judge me. But now I’m here.

Why have I decided to start blogging?

That’s probably what you thinking.

I have always love writing stories, diary entries, poems anything to do with words and I just want somewhere where I can share my passion and I want to know what people think about my ideas.

I’ve also started this blog because I want a place to totally be myself, where no one can judge me or make fun of who I am. I want a place where I can complain about things, laugh about thing and just be ME.

I think you need to know one more thing about me as this is basically what I’m going to post on my account.

I LOVE photography. would be an understatement.

All my life I’ve been taking photos from the age of 5 when I got one of those toy cameras til now.

I just love how you can keep a little moment in time for basically forever. Each photo is a memory which, if you keep the photo, you would never forget. Photography lets other people see the world through your eyes and it helps me get outdoors and make the most of the world around us.

Anyway, I could speak about photography forever so I’m going to stop there but I hope you’ve enjoyed my first post!

Bye!

Autumn xx